if there is one thing i hate most about myself, it is not my introversion, nor my lack of willpower, nor my temper, nor my impatience, nor my incompetencies, but the fact that i care so damn much about what other people say and think of me.
yes it's true, and i hate it.
no matter who you are, how subtly put your criticism, or even though i know that you don't even mean what you say, or even it isn't even true at all, it bothers me a lot inside.
and by a lot, i really mean a lot but you don't have to know the details.
and it's not just criticism, any sort of meanness simply wrecks me.
i wonder how i'm going to survive out there in the working world.
can i get anymore pathetic?
no?
yay!
01 March 2009
The Thing I Hate Most About Myself
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Me too.
I hate most when people are mean to me.'Cause am not mean to anyone' (thats usually what i say to comfort myself).
But then i realise...i might say somthing which to me sounds sweet or witty, to which the next person takes serious offense.
As sinful as this might sound, it actually makes me feel better.Being mean to them too or some random stranger makes me forgive the one who was mean to me.
*okay am officially wierd*
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